Sometimes, I guess you have to read my posts understanding that I am often writing to myself, and I will implicitly understand that the reason I would mention the fact at this time is that something had indeed changed. I don’t think I usually write about trivia.

Anyway, just for your info, its not for lack of trying that I went so long between cries. I remember how good I felt afterwards that last time, like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders, and I could have used that sort of relief many times since then.

This time, it was not quite as good, maybe because I was holding back some. But things ended well enough.