A friend of mine pointed out that this post was misleading, because it implied that I have not cried recently, when in fact the whole reason for the post is that on Saturday night, for the first time since seventh grade, I cried.
Sometimes, I guess you have to read my posts understanding that I am often writing to myself, and I will implicitly understand that the reason I would mention the fact at this time is that something had indeed changed. I don’t think I usually write about trivia.
Anyway, just for your info, its not for lack of trying that I went so long between cries. I remember how good I felt afterwards that last time, like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders, and I could have used that sort of relief many times since then.
This time, it was not quite as good, maybe because I was holding back some. But things ended well enough.
April 15th, 2007 at 09:23:05 pm
Well man up and shed some tears. I just did yesterday afternoon.
April 16th, 2007 at 08:10:02 am
A friend of mine pointed out that this post was misleading, because it implied that I have not cried recently, when in fact the whole reason for the post is that on Saturday night, for the first time since seventh grade, I cried.
Sometimes, I guess you have to read my posts understanding that I am often writing to myself, and I will implicitly understand that the reason I would mention the fact at this time is that something had indeed changed. I don’t think I usually write about trivia.
Anyway, just for your info, its not for lack of trying that I went so long between cries. I remember how good I felt afterwards that last time, like the weight of the world had been lifted from my shoulders, and I could have used that sort of relief many times since then.
This time, it was not quite as good, maybe because I was holding back some. But things ended well enough.
April 16th, 2007 at 10:57:30 am
Every few months I break out “Bridge to Terabithia”. Lately, I’ve been watching movies instead, but yeah – it feels good to get it all out.